teeter-totter, get your ass in gear, girl. so many jobs…

	you fit just right, right next to me... but there's always, oooh, someone you can't be

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Posted by: meggalina Original: 4/21/2009 2:59 AM Views: 1 Comments: 0 eProps: 0 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Tuesday, April 21, 2009

teeter-totter, get your ass in gear, girl.

so many jobs that i need to get to applying for.

so much i need to not be afraid of.

so much i want not to miss out on.

so many things where i need to not hope for the worst, because it would be an easy out, until i actually had to go through with the worst, then it would be... the worst.

if i need the out, i just need to suck it up and accept it.

i'm hoping that i need no more doctors.

i'm hoping that i can find a way to just be well. in every sense of the word.

i hope i can find myself. it's amazing what you lose when you lose your happiness.

i hope i can find a direction that i want to go in. i hope i will find my own and not need to continuously be following other people.

i hope it all works out, just all falls into place. to have a dream for so many years, it seems unrealistic that it could be so... unreachable, right? want it more than anything.

more city time? does that help?

please oh please let this apt work out... that would be all kinds of incredible...